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Sometimes i intentionally omit certain views and thoughts if i think that the other party would not be able understand. Or maybe i fear that they'd treat me differently. I rather people see me as a happy fool than some jaded, nihilistic cynic.
Hence, sometimes even friends who have known me for years do not really know me. I can't help but feel somewhat disappointed.
I don't feel the need to go around trying to enlighten people. Let people believe what they will. I won't try to change people. Because there is no need. In this world I'm only an observer.
I don't fear death, but i don't wanna die because then i'd lose my conscience, my memories and thoughts. I won't be able to observe the endless miracles, probabilities of our universe.
A new chapter
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